today got back some of the results. did quite badly for this prelims. at first thought that chinese and emaths can pull up my grades again. end up, still the same, somehow worse. both subjects tt can help pull up de, end up get 2s. my L1R3 [eng, lit, emaths, chinese] already 14 lor! how to go jc? totally hopeless u see. it's ok. i must aim for sth tt is meant for me, my standard. although i once thought tt i couldn't survive in poly, but somehow i HAVE to. must. if not what can i do? go bang wall and die?
VERY DUI LOR!!! my english got 59.8!! 0.2 more i can jump a grade!! lit got 59!! lit is like, no fix marking. cant tt rosie just give me 1 more pathetic mark?? damnit. shit her la. grr.
tmr's gonna get back sciences and combined humans. ms yeap once said tt those doin manufacturing and development didnt do tt well.. and i.. suay suay tio both. i'm really suay until cannot suay le. argh.